I’m back from Context 27 and it was a great time. Steven Saus and Lucy Snyder did an excellent job of Programming and Workshops. My audiences were engaged, inquisitive, and eager to learn. That’s ideal for workshops. I’m so pleased that many of my students thanked me after my workshops and panels were done.
Betsy Mitchell was wonderful to talk to and Jonathan Maberry was a joy to meet. He really is that awesome. I finally got to go to an Apex party and taste Jason’s “red stuff” and “purple stuff.” The Apex parties legend for a reason. Geoffrey Girard was part of it with his Cain’s Blood (too tasty for safety for me).
Context 27 really was a good conference. If you are looking for an intimate, informative writing convention, Context is a good choice.
And now for the great, big shock…
I spent a lot of time talking with the convention attendees. One guy, RR, dropped this little factoid on me. He has 6 completed genre novels but he is afraid to send them out because, according to his writing professors at Purdue… “If your first novel is not the ‘great American novel’ you will never have a writing career.”
WTF?!
When I was told this, and it was confirmed by another student from Purdue, I was aghast and outraged. Every single publishing professional I told about this was just as shocked and angry as I was. “If your first novel isn’t a Great American Novel, you will never have a writing career.”? This is so wrong as to be farce. At best, it is pure ignorance. At worst, it is pure maliciousness. Either way, it sounds like the Purdue English department (or some of its professors) are so out of date and out of touch with the publishing industry as to be a detriment to its student body and need a refresher course themselves.
This is one of the most exciting times in the history of publishing. There are so many avenues to take, so many opportunities to be a success as a writer. Your first novel tank? Try again. Use a pseudonym if you need to. Investigate traditional press, small press, self publishing, crowd funding, and anything else that comes up. (Except for vanity presses. Those guys are scammers.)
Good gracious, things are changing so fast and there are so many ways to get your words out there. Don’t say a writer will never succeed if they don’t succeed with their first novel. That’s just dumb.
You have to get your novels out there. It’s the only way to learn and grow as an author. You have to fail, to only partially or fully succeed, to go through the submission process, dealing with contracts, dealing with revision and rewrites, to work to a publishing house schedule. You have to get out there and learn by doing. It is this process that makes you a better writer and a professional. Until you do, you can’t understand what is expected.
And another thing, Purdue…
While talking to RR and the other student, I noticed something. Anytime they spoke about themselves or their writing, their shoulders hunched in anticipation of pain. Both of them marveled at just how much the publishing industry professionals, and the other convention members, were positive, helpful, and supportive. How much they worked to help each other to advise, or direct each other to needed resources.
Apparently, at Purdue, the writing students are mentally and emotionally beaten about the head and shoulders and told how much the publishing industry is all about competition. When the idea of being supportive and collaborative is foreign, there is something wrong.
Almost every successful writer got advice as they emerged. They learned, grew, and were support as a writer by other writers. Mentorship is not an extinct concept. Don’t teach that it is. One author does not need to fail in order for another to succeed. Publishing does not work like that. And no, it’s not all roses and sunshine. For that point of view, read Chuck Wendig’s Tough Talk post. But still. Your students shouldn’t walk around wincing like a veteran with PTSD.

The Writer’s Edition
Article: What does it take to write a book? The five qualities published authors share.
Article: How to Fall In Love With Writing Again. Dealing with burn out and the blahs.
Article: 21 Harsh But Eye-Opening Writing Tips From Great Authors. These weren’t that harsh to me. More common sense.
Article: Writers, Should You Quit Your Day Job? Short answer: probably not.
Article: How to Write Descriptive Passages Without Boring the Reader or Yourself. All about touching the senses.
Kickstarter: Girls on Games: A Look at the Fairer Side of the Industry. It’s already funded and I’m writing a chapter on tie-in fiction.

Ever wonder what a freelance author/editor does? Each month of 2014, I’m going to list my daily notes on what I do. As I always say, being your own boss means you choose with 70 hours of the week you work. None of this talks about the random pub IMs, time doing research, time reading books for blurbs, introductions, and reviews, or short author questions. It doesn’t cover my pays-the-bills work either. This is just publishing industry stuff. “Answered pub industry email” can be anything from a request for an interview, to contract queries, to reading anthology invites, to answering questions about dates… and the list goes on.
August |
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2014.08.01 | Answered pub industry email. Page reviews for Shattered Shields. |
2014.08.02 | Edit on Chimera Incarnate 4 and sent it to alpha readers. Outlined Chimera Incarnate 5. |
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Sunday 2014.08.03 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 140 word Elopus story. AIP presence at Dylan Birtolo’s kickstarter Knights show. |
2014.08.04 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 140 word Elopus story x2. Updated AIP page. AIP Blog post. Wrote 241 words on Chimera Incarnate 5. |
2014.08.05 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 140 word Elopus story x4. Wrote 1323 words on Chimera Incarnate 5. |
2014.08.06 | Wrote Gen Con author story card. Wrote 140 word Elopus story. Wrote 1072 words on Chimera Incarnate 5. Posted Gen Con schedule. |
2014.08.07 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 1562 words on Chimera Incarnate 5. Posted “Tell Me” blog post. Gen Con prep. |
2014.08.08 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 140 word Elopus story. 447 words on Chimera Incarnate 5. Posted “Tell Me” blog post. Gen Con prep. |
2014.08.09 | Gen Con prep. Edit on Chimera Incarnate 5 and sent it to alpha readers. |
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Sunday 2014.08.10 | Gen Con prep. Updated AIP webpage. |
2014.08.11 | Answered pub industry email. Gen Con prep. Updated AIP webpage. AIP Blog post, book release. |
2014.08.12 | Answered pub industry email. Read AIP novel outline. Gen Con prep. Leave for Gen Con. |
2014.08.13 | Gen Con, arrive and set up booth. |
2014.08.14 | Gen Con panels, signing, and booth. Meeting. |
2014.08.15 | Gen Con panels and booth. Meeting. |
2014.08.16 | Gen Con panels, signing, and booth. Meeting. |
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Sunday 2014.08.17 | Answered pub industry email. Gen Con booth, tore down booth. Meeting. |
2014.08.18 | Answered pub industry email. Arrive home from Gen Con and collapsed. |
2014.08.19 | Answered pub industry email. So much email to catch up on. AIP Blog post. |
2014.08.20 | Answered pub industry email. Volunteer form for Sasquan. Blog post. |
2014.08.21 | Answered pub industry email. Submitted a story. Editorial read of Flotsam #2. |
2014.08.22 | Answered pub industry email. Editorial read of Flotsam #2 and sent back to author. Wrote 363 words on Chimera Incarnate 6. |
2014.08.23 | Sick. Answered pub industry email. Final proof edits on a short story and returned to publisher. Wrote 378 words on Chimera Incarnate 6. |
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Sunday 2014.08.24 | Sick. Wrote 763 words on Chimera Incarnate 6. |
2014.08.25 | Sick. Answered pub industry email. Tell Me blog post. Wrote 535 words on Chimera Incarnate 6. |
2014.08.26 | Answered pub industry email. Begin copy edits on The Bringer of War. Processed the email signup list from Gen Con and added them to the appropriate email lists. Answered a SFWA survey. IM conversation for blog. Wrote 1008 words on Chimera Incarnate 6. |
2014.08.27 | Answered pub industry email. Gen Con follow up. Logged Gen Con expenses. Copy edits on The Bringer of War. Wrote 1400 words on Chimera Incarnate 6. |
2014.08.28 | Answered pub industry email. Gen Con follow up. Final proof of Valdemar story. Edited Chimera Incarnate 6 and sent to alpha readers. Copy edits on The Bringer of War. |
2014.08.29 | Answered pub industry email. Copy edits on The Bringer of War. Wrote 880 words on Chimera Incarnate 7. |
2014.08.30 | Paid PA. Copy edits on The Bringer of War. Wrote 1078 words on Chimera Incarnate 7. |
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Sunday 2014.08.31 | Answered pub industry email. Copy edits on The Bringer of War. Wrote 1975 words on Chimera Incarnate 7. |

I just got back from Gen Con. As usual, it was the busiest four days of the year – panels, signings, manning the booth. I got to see old friends and new. I sold a thing. I got offered a gig which I will do. I got to talk to a bunch of fans. I shared my experience and knowledge with those who asked. It was a convention.
We got to have three of AIP’s six authors at the table at one point. Four if you count me. Dylan, Ivan, and new author Wendy. She’s a sweetheart and smart! I’m so happy we’ll be publishing her next year.
I had to take the week of Gen Con off writing for two reasons: 1. Con. That’s a given. Unless under deadline, I shouldn’t do a lot of writing at a convention because I’m so tired by the end of the day. 2. I did something very bad to my shoulder and needed to rest it. It seems to be better now. But no clicky games for the foreseeable future.
Not being allowed to write always makes me want to write more. I love conventions but I’m never happier to get home, back to my routine and to write. I’m almost half-way through Chimera Incarnate and Never Let Me Leave is fully outlined. I’m giving Peter M. Ball’s Flotsam #2 a read through and then it’s onto Dylan’s Sheynan #2 for a full edit.
It’s a busy schedule but I’m looking forward to it.

My life is boring from the outside. All I can talk about is what I’ve edited or written. I’m in a groove of work and not much more right now. A number of projects are falling in my lap all at once.
I just finished the final edits of my Shadowrun novella, Doc Wagon 19. It’s been officially accepted and all that. I also just turned in Never Let Me Sleep (Permuted Press), the first book of the Melissa Allen series, my YA SF-thriller where I kill a whole state in the first chapter. Today, I’m working on the page proofs of Shattered Shields and I know page proofs for Chicks Dig Gaming are on their way.
Now, I’m shifting to writing-writing-writing. I’m working on Chimera incarnate (Apocalypse Ink Productions), the final book in the Karen Wilson Chronicles. Then I will be all about Never Let Me Leave, which is Melissa Allen #2. I also have 3 short stories due by the end of the year. So, my days will be marked by word counts, revisions, and page proofs. It’s boring from the outside but awesome for me. I’m busy but I’m happy.
Still to be released in 2014

The Husband decided a couple months back that he wanted to go on a real (not to a convention, not to Sherpa me around, not to try and sell books) vacation. I agreed. Fortunately, with the timing, all the stars aligned and this vacation happened right after I signed a three book deal. (Whoo-hoo!) That meant I could actually relax, too.
We went to Sooke, Canada on Vancouver Island and stayed at Points West (who was quite pleased to host “a real author.” It was wonderful. Exactly what we both needed. We slept in. We had two planned events (Afternoon tea at the Empress and a visit to Royal Roads University) for the entire trip. Everything else was spur of the moment.
We spent one day just driving up the west coast of Vancouver Island from Sooke to Port Renfrew. We came across three amazing, amazing places. You see, beyond being B&B country, it is Artisan country and there are roads signs that say “Artisan” and the name of the artist country. We stopped at a bunch but here were the stand outs.
Aivars Logins, Wood Artist – The sign wasn’t much but I like woodcraft. Man, oh man. If I was rich, Aivars would never be out of work. You have got to see his carvings. Small or large, all of it was amazing. Also, he and his wife live in a 14-sided house that looks a little like a gussied up grain silo. He let me look around it because it was so interesting. We bought a burl cedar bowl so I can stick all my random jewelry in my office in one place.

(Burl bowl and steel feather.)
Foggy Mountain Forge – This place. A working forge with the nicest guys ever. Marty made us a steel feather from a thin rod as he was showing us how everything worked. I also picked up a card holder that won’t walk off and Jeff got a ridiculous mace. Marty, it turns out, is also the fire chief in the area while his son, Justin, who specializes in weapons, is also a volunteer firefighter. Marty’s wife is an EMT. It makes sense. They all know how to deal with fire. I had a blast at this local artist. It’s the kind of place you revisit. And I’m sure some version of the Gilbertson family is going to end up in one of my books.
Tugwell Creek Honey Farm and Meadery – Mead! And honey! We met Dana in the tasting room and wow, they make excellent honey. No fooling. We came home with several bottles and honey and some honey-logenberry jam. It was so good. Dana is personable and happy to talk about the meadery. Soon, the place is going to host the only honey / beekeeping museum on the island. The adding ego boost was running into a family from Redmond where the wife said, “I’m so excited to meet a real live author!” It was fun and another brush with being an “obscure celebrity.”
Now that I’m home, I feel relaxed and able to meet my work schedule for the rest of the year. Which needs about 1000/day/5 days a week for the next 26 weeks. Doable as long as I’m consistent. Every writer needs a real vacation to refresh the creative well. This was the perfect one for me.

Ever wonder what a freelance author/editor does? Each month of 2014, I’m going to list my daily notes on what I do. As I always say, being your own boss means you choose with 70 hours of the week you work. None of this talks about the random pub IMs, time doing research, time reading books for blurbs, introductions, and reviews, or short author questions. It doesn’t cover my pays-the-bills work either. This is just publishing industry stuff. “Answered pub industry email” can be anything from a request for an interview, to contract queries, to reading anthology invites, to answering questions about dates… and the list goes on.
June |
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Sunday 2014.06.01 | Answered pub industry email. Blog post. |
2014.06.02 | Answered pub industry email. AIP blog post. Wrote the Origins Game Fair convention card. Edits on Famished: The Commons. Approved cover art. |
2014.06.03 | Answered pub industry email. Freelancer summary blog post. Edits on Famished: The Commons. |
2014.06.04 | Answered pub industry email. A whole lot of Origins Game Fair prep as a dealer and as a panelist. |
2014.06.05 | Answered pub industry email. Final edits on Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. |
2014.06.06 | Final edits on Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. |
2014.06.07 | Answered pub industry email. Final edits on Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. |
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Sunday 2014.06.08 | Final edits on Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. Pre-pack prep for Origins. |
2014.06.09 | Answered pub industry email. Final edits on Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. Pre-pack prep for Origins. |
2014.06.10 | Final edits on Apocalypse Girl Dreaming and emailed to publisher. Pack and travel to Origins Game Fair. |
2014.06.11 | Origins Game Fair. Dealer table setup. Answered pub industry email. |
2014.06.12 | Origins Game Fair. Dealer table. Panels. |
2014.06.13 | Origins Game Fair. Dealer table. Panels. |
2014.06.14 | Origins Game Fair. Dealer table. Panels. |
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Sunday 2014.06.15 | Origins Game Fair. Dealer table tear down. Panels. Answered pub industry email. |
2014.06.16 | Answered pub industry email. Travel home from Origins Game Fair. |
2014.06.17 | Answered pub industry email. Project expense summary projection on potential project. Invoice client. Pub industry phone call x2. Contract negotiation. Blog Post. |
2014.06.18 | Answered pub industry email. Blog Post. AIP Blog Post. Noted freelance expenses from Origins. Contract negotiation. Googlegroup management for both AIP and JenniferBrozek. |
2014.06.19 | Answered pub industry email. Practice reading for live event. Edits on Famished: The Commons. |
2014.06.20 | Answered pub industry email. Reading at Waywards. Edits on Famished: The Commons. |
2014.06.21 | Answered pub industry email. Contract negotiation. Edits on Famished: The Commons. |
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Sunday 2014.06.22 | Finished edits on Famished: The Commons. Pub industry phone call. Back cover copy for Flotsam 1: Exile. |
2014.06.23 | Editorial reading on The Bringer of War. Invoiced a client. |
2014.06.24 | Answered pub industry email. Editorial reading on The Bringer of War. Blog announcement of Chicks Dig Gaming. |
2014.06.25 | Answered pub industry email. Editorial reading on The Bringer of War. Facebook interview. |
2014.06.26 | Answered pub industry email. Back cover copy for The Bringer of War. Editorial reading on The Bringer of War. Anthology story pitch. |
2014.06.27 | Editorial reading on The Bringer of War. |
2014.06.28 | Answered pub industry email. Editorial reading on The Bringer of War. Contract negotiation. Approving new cover art. |
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Sunday 2014.06.29 | Answered pub industry email. Editorial notes for The Bringer of War. Contract negotiation. Signed and returned Melissa Allen series contract. |
2014.06.30 | Answered pub industry email. Final polish of Exile: Flotsam 1. Blog announcement of Melissa Allen series sale. AIP Blog announcement of Cross Cutting trilogy acquisition. |

Some really awesome things said to me at Origins. I want to remember them. It’s quotes like these that make going to conventions and working my butt off worth the sweat and toil.
“I want to be you when I grow up. You are just awesome.”
“Last year, you told me that I should consider writing short stories because they do have a faster turnaround than novels. I did that and I just recently made my first sale. Thank you for that.”
“You may not remember me but last year, you told me that I needed to focus and figure what I really wanted to do… and I did. I decided that I wanted to edit comic anthologies. Here are my first two. So, thank you for that kick in the butt.”
“You are one of my favorite people at Origins. I always have to come see you.”
A conversation with a nine year old budding author that was just too cute for words. “My first story is a mystery and I don’t know if I have enough paper to print it out on but I wanted to know… how big is a chapter?” and “Do you get to draw the pictures, too?”

Ever wonder what a freelance author/editor does? Each month of 2014, I’m going to list my daily notes on what I do. As I always say, being your own boss means you choose with 70 hours of the week you work. None of this talks about the random pub IMs, time doing research, time reading books for blurbs, introductions, and reviews, or short author questions. It doesn’t cover my pays-the-bills work either. This is just publishing industry stuff. “Answered pub industry email” can be anything from a request for an interview, to contract queries, to reading anthology invites, to answering questions about dates… and the list goes on.
May |
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2014.05.01 | Answered pub industry email. 750 words on Red Aegis assignment. Multiple virtual introductions to link people together. Edited 49 pages of Gaming anthology. Created the convention card for World Horror Con. |
2014.05.02 | Answered pub industry email. Freelancer monthly summary blog post. Wrote foreword for Gaming anthology. Turned in Gaming anthology. Final edit of Red Aegis assignment and turned it in. |
2014.05.03 | Answered pub industry email. VikingCon (panel and dealer table). |
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Sunday 2014.05.04 | Wrote book foreword to Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. |
2014.05.05 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 2 story forewords for Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. |
2014.05.06 | Answered pub industry email. Answered interview. Writing blog post. Wrote 4 story forewords for Apocalypse Girl Dreaming. |
2014.05.07 | Wrote 15 story forewords for Apocalypse Girl Dreaming and emailed it to the editor. |
2014.05.08 | Answered pub industry email. Tinkered with a collab story. Reviewer list of RPG anthology. Outlined new short story. |
2014.05.09 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 4000 words on “Making Amends in the Ghost City of Fanghan.” |
2014.05.10 | World Horror Con. Panel. |
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Sunday 2014.05.11 | Wrote 1400 words on, and finished rough draft of, “Making Amends in the Ghost City of Fanghan.” |
2014.05.12 | Answered pub industry email. Final proof of a “Kelpie Storm” for an anthology. Polished “Making Amends in the Ghost City of Fanghan” and sent it out to beta readers. |
2014.05.13 | Answered pub industry email. Sent in a YA novel for awards consideration. Wrote 300 words on Salton Academy 3. |
2014.05.14 | Answered pub industry email. Processed feedback edits for “Making Amends in the Ghost City of Fanghan” and added 300 words. Wrote 650 words on Salton Academy 3. |
2014.05.15 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 2000 words on Salton Academy 3. |
2014.05.16 | Answered pub industry email. Processed feedback edits for “Making Amends in the Ghost City of Fanghan” and added 100 words. Wrote 2000 words on Salton Academy 3. |
2014.05.17 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 250 words on Salton Academy 3. |
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Sunday 2014.05.18 | Answered pub industry email. Meeting with photographer to discuss novel covers. |
2014.05.19 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 2100 words on Salton Academy 3. Freelancer consulting Skype meeting. |
2014.05.20 | Answered pub industry email. Invoiced client. Wrote 600 words on Salton Academy 3. |
2014.05.21 | Wrote 2300 words on Salton Academy 3. |
2014.05.22 | Answered pub industry email. Wrote 2200 words on Salton Academy 3. Phone call with prospective publisher. |
2014.05.23 | Wrote 4100 words on Salton Academy 3 and finished the rough draft at 16,200. |
2014.05.24 | Partial polish of Salton Academy 3. |
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Sunday 2014.05.25 | Answered pub industry email. Finished polish of Salton Academy 3 and sent to alpha reader. |
2014.05.26 | Answered pub industry email. Posted “Tell Me” blog post. Plans for a convention book release party. Began edits on Flotsam 1: Exile. |
2014.05.27 | Answered pub industry email. Posted blog post. Edits on Flotsam 1: Exile. |
2014.05.28 | Answered pub industry email. Approved cover art thumbnails. Edits on Flotsam 1: Exile. |
2014.05.29 | Answered pub industry email. Completed edits on Flotsam 1: Exile. Final polish on The Last Days of the Salton Academy and sent off to beta readers. |
2014.05.30 | Answered pub industry email. Quarterly taxes paid. Googlegroup posts done (on time!). Paid PA. |
2014.05.31 | Answered pub industry email. Edits on Famished: The Commons. |

I do not want to read this on Tor.com. I do not want to write this about Jay. I don’t. I really don’t. But I have no choice. Jay is dead.
He wrote for me. My first anthology, Grants Pass, when I was nothing and no one. He wrote for me every single time I asked him to. For the Edge of Propinquity. For small press anthologies and large.
He was my mentor for years before I published his non-fiction book, Jay Lake’s Process of Writing. We talked by phone, by Skype, and at conventions. He was generous with his time and his advice. It was this wealth of knowledge that led me to ask him if AIP could publish a non-fiction book. It was then I learned so much more from him.
I can’t help but feel for his family, Bronwyn, Lisa, and the rest of those family members—by choice and blood—whose names I just can’t remember though the tears.
All I can remember is how good he was to me and how much I’m going to miss him.

Radcon 2009 – Not the first time I met him in person but close to.

JayWake 2013


Jennifer Brozek is a multi-talented, award-winning author, editor, and media tie-in writer. She is the author of Never Let Me Sleep and The Last Days of Salton Academy, both of which were nominated for the Bram Stoker Award. Her YA tie-in novels, BattleTech: The Nellus Academy Incident and Shadowrun: Auditions, have both won Scribe Awards. Her editing work has earned her nominations for the British Fantasy Award, the Bram Stoker Award, and multiple Hugo Awards. She won the Australian Shadows Award for the Grants Pass anthology, co-edited with Amanda Pillar. Jennifer’s short form work has appeared in Apex Publications, Uncanny Magazine, Daily Science Fiction, and in anthologies set in the worlds of Valdemar, Shadowrun, V-Wars, Masters of Orion, Well World, and Predator.
Jennifer has been a full-time freelance author and editor for over seventeen years, and she has never been happier. She keeps a tight schedule on her writing and editing projects and somehow manages to find time to teach writing classes and volunteer for several professional writing organizations such as SFWA, HWA, and IAMTW. She shares her husband, Jeff, with several cats and often uses him as a sounding board for her story ideas. Visit Jennifer’s worlds at jenniferbrozek.com or her social media accounts on LinkTree.